Sushant Naik

शायद तुम समझ भी जाती

2008-12-30T05:03:00.000-08:00

जो आंसू बहाया में तेरे प्यार में
अगर तुझे इस जुबा से कह सकता तो शायद तुम समझ भी जाती
जिस तरह तेरे लिए तड़प रहा हुँ
अगर तुझे इस जुबा से कह सकता तो शायद तुम समझ भी जाती
तेरे प्यार में ऐसे खोगाया की
मै बोलना ही भूल गया

एक बात

2008-12-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

सोचा था की कही जाके अपना मंजिल एक हो जाएगा
जैसे कदम बदते गए मंजिल में दरार आगये
ख्वाबोंकी महल ऐसे ज़मीन से चिपक गई
जब रुक्सत में भी तुमने एक बात नही कही

टूटे हुए शीशे

2008-12-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

कभी न सच होगा वो सपना देख लिया
जो मुझे समझ नही सकती थी उससे दिल लगा बैठा
गलतिया मै हमेशा करता रहा
फिर भी नजाने इस किस्मत को क्यों कोसता रहा
अब बस होगया है इस दौड़ से
हाथ बस कुछ टूटे हुए शीशे मिले

किससे कहे

2008-12-30T04:54:00.001-08:00

तुम्हारी याद आती है मगर ये किससे कहे,
निगाहे इंतज़ार करते है तुम्हारा मगर ये किससे कहे
तुम्हे आज भी चाहते है, मगर ये किससे कहे
हर चीज़ में तेरी कमी महसूस करते है मगर ये किससे कहे

मतलब नही होता

2008-12-29T04:55:00.000-08:00

ये दिन ये रात कोई फरक नही करता,
तेरे लिए बहाए जो आंसू उनका कोई मोल नही लगा सकता
जिंदा है एक तेरे आँस लिए
वरना इस जिंदगी का कोई मतलब नही होता

मेरी जिंदगी को ऐसे वीरान बनाके ना जा

2008-12-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

मेरी जिंदगी को ऐसे वीरान बनाके ना जा
तुझे कसम है मेरी, मेरे प्यार को ठुकराके ना जा
जिँदा हूँ तेरे एक जालक के सहारे
ऐसे मुझे मिटाके ना जा

मेरी जिंदगी की हर साँस में हो तुम

2008-12-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

मेरी जिंदगी की हर साँस में हो तुम,
मेरी ख्वाब नही मेरी हकीक़त हो तुम
खोदिया तुझको तो जिवुंगा कैसे
कबर में भी चैन नही मिलेगा मुझे

आँखोंके आँसुवोंको आँखों में ही सुखा रहे है

2008-12-13T05:43:00.000-08:00

आँखोंके आँसुवोंको आँखों में ही सुखा रहे है
इस दिल के दर्द को मुस्कराहट के आड़ में छिपा रहे है
गम हमें हमारे अपनोंसे मिला है
किसी को अपना बनाने का खता भी तो हम ही ने किया है

उम्मीदे बनता रहा मैं

2008-12-12T05:40:00.000-08:00

उम्मीदे बनता रहा मैं
और ख्वाब एक के बाद एक टूटते गए
अब न कुछ पाने की चाहत है
न कुछ खोने की डर है

कभी दौड़ता था खुशी के पीछे

2008-12-10T05:35:00.000-08:00

कभी दौड़ता था खुशी के पीछे
अब गम के साथ खुश हूँ
थे कुछ अरमान इस दिल मे
जो हमेंशा हमेंशा के लिए टूट गए है

तुम्हे देखने के बाद

2008-11-11T03:52:00.000-08:00

तुम्हे देखने के बाद चाँद को देखने की चाहत नहीं रही
तुम्हारे खयालो में खोया हूँ अब होश में आने की चाहत नहीं रही

दोस्त बनके मैं भी रहता

2008-09-30T04:31:00.000-07:00

दोस्त बनके मैं भी रहता
अगर प्यार का जिक्र नही होता
दोस्ती का ये नाता मैं भी निभाता
अगर महोब्बत करके दोस्त बने रहना आसान होता

कल किनारा कोई और था

2008-09-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

कल किनारा कोई और था
आज किनारा कोई और है
मौसम तो आज भी वही है
बस इनसान बदल चुका है

शुक्रिया

2008-09-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

तुमसे नही मिलता तो हुस्न की दुनिया को कैसे जानता
दोखा क्या होता है इसका एहसास कैसे होता
शुक्रिया ऐ बेवफा
बेवफाई क्या होता है ये मैंने तुमसे जाना

आया और चला भी गया

2008-09-27T04:55:00.000-07:00

कोई तरसता था हमसे बात करने के लिए
कोई तडपता था हमारे साथ वक्त बिताने के लिए
दोखे का एक साया था शायद
आया और चला भी गया

न थी हमें

2008-08-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

न थी हमें भगवान पे भरोसा
न थी हमें महोब्बत पे भरोसा
जब से तुमने धोखा दिया है
उटगया है रिश्तो नातो से भरोसा

अब समझ रहा हूँ

2008-08-21T05:59:00.002-07:00

अब समझ रहा हूँ तुम्हारे बातोमे सच्चाई कितनी थी
अब पता चल रहा है तुम्हे मुझसे महोब्बत कितनी थी
महोब्बत को बेचनेवाले क्या खूब तुमने मुझे नीलाम किया
किसी और के लिए मुझे बरबाद किया!

लिखू ग़ज़ल तुझपर

2008-08-21T05:59:00.001-07:00

लिखू ग़ज़ल तुझपर या लिखू तेरी बेवफाई पर
क्या खूब लूटा तुमने हमें अपना कहकर
तुम्हारे आँचल भरने के लिए मैं खुशियोंको चुनता रहा
और तुम थी जिसे किसी और की दौलत का नज़राना पसंद आया

था नही तुम्हे महोब्बत

2008-08-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

था नही तुम्हे महोब्बत हमसे तो उसे महोब्बत का नाम क्यों दिया
तुमने भी क्या अच्छा दिल्लगी किया
मैं पागल कितना ग़लत निकला
तुम्हारी मासूमियत पे बस धोखा खाता रहा

जानता हूँ

2008-08-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

जानता हूँ मेरे बातोंका आज तुमपे कोई असर नही होगा
किया था तुमसे कितना महोब्बत ये भी तुम्हे समझ में नही आएगा
वक्त जब ठोकर लगायेगा तो जान जाओगी
आंसुवोंका मोल तुम्हे शायद समझ में आएगी

दौलत आगया शायद

2008-08-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

दौलत आगया शायद
इसीलिये तो महोब्बत खो गया
कहते थे वें कभी के हमसे उन्हें कितनी महोब्बत है
शायद इसीलिये तो आज ठोकर लगा के चल दिए

टूट रहा हूँ मै आज मुझे बिखरने दो।

2008-08-06T02:09:00.000-07:00

टूट रहा हूँ मै आज मुझे बिखरने दो।
हर सच को जानता हूँ मुझे जूठ से दिलासा मत दो।
खुशी तो मुझसे हमेशा से दूर रही गम के बाहोमे ही सही मुझे सर रक् के रोने दो

सोचा नही था के ऐसा भी कोई दिन आएगा

2008-08-05T02:01:00.000-07:00

सोचा नही था के ऐसा भी कोई दिन आएगा।
तुम्हारी कमी ऐसे मुझे डसने लगेगा।
कभी तुमारा चेहरा याद करने पर भी याद नही आता था।
आज तुमारा चेहरा मिटाने पर भी आँखों के सामने से नही हटता!

Why?

2008-08-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

Somewhere inside me I still find you
And you're causing so much pain
I didn't forget the moment you kissed me
I still feel your touch, I still feel warmth
Why you made my soul to burn like this
When you knew everything why did you call me in love
Why you made me to feel your presence
When you were all set to leave me alone
Why did you make me to speak to my inner soul
When you decided to hurt my soul
Why did you make me to trust you
When you knew that you're going to kill my faith
Why did you make me to fall in love with you
All you did for your selfish wishes?
You'll reach your destiny
You'll make it to your dreams and desires
But do you think you'll ever understand a man's inner soul?
You call all men are same,
After you what should I call women as?
When you see me again
Don't say that I'm not caring, I do not love
Everyone cares, everyone loves
But these are things which turn them off!

जिंदगी से फिरसे एक तूफ़ान गुज़र रहा है

2008-08-03T01:58:00.000-07:00

जिंदगी से फिरसे एक तूफ़ान गुज़र रहा है।
महोब्बत की जिस आग से मैंने अपना आशियाना जलाया था,उस आग से अज मैं अपना हाथ जला कर आया हूँ।
क्यों मैं बेगानोसे यूँ महोब्बत की उम्मीद करता हूँ।
टूटे हुए ख्वाबोंको जोड़कर क्यों यूँ रोता रहता हूँ!

अब हर सोच में तुम हो

2008-08-01T01:54:00.000-07:00

अब हर सोच में तुम हो।
अब हर ख्वाब में तुम हो
तुम छोड़ गयी हमें उस मोड़ पर,
जिस मोड़ पर हम जी रहे थे एक तुम्हारा ही भरोसा लेकर॥

तुम्हारी हँसी बदल गयी

2008-06-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

तुम्हारी हँसी बदल गयी
तुम्हारी अंदाज़ बदल गयी
जानने में थोडी देरी होगई
तुम्हारी मासूमियत भी दुनियादारी सीख गयी!!

हमने तो उनके दिल की खूबसूरती को उनके आँखोंसे देखा था

2008-05-08T20:27:00.001-07:00

हमने तो उनके दिल की खूबसूरती को उनके आँखोंसे देखा था
अपनी हर ख्वाब को उन्ही से जोड़ रखा था
बिखर गया वो आशियाना जिसे शायद बिखरना ही था
हल्का सा था हवा का वो जोंका उसीका का शायद इंतजार था!

जो कभी हकीक़त बनते ही नहीं वो ख्वाब सजते क्यों है

2008-05-08T20:22:00.001-07:00

जो कभी हकीक़त बनते ही नहीं वो ख्वाब सजते क्यों है
किसीको देखके दिल के धड़कने बड़ते क्यों है
वो दूर से दिल के इतने करीब आता क्यों है
जो कभी अपने बन ही नहीं सकते महोब्बत के वो फूल खिलते ही क्यों है

हँसा हँसा कर ही रुला गया कोई

2008-05-08T20:14:00.001-07:00

हँसा हँसा कर ही रुला गया कोई
पास आके युही दूर चला गया कोई
ख्वाब दिखाके खुद ही उन्हें तोड़ गया कोई
हम जुबा से कुछ कह भी पाते इससे पहले ही हमें तनहा कर गया कोई

जी रहा हूँ मगर पता नही के जिंदा हूँ भी या नही

2008-05-07T20:24:00.000-07:00

जी रहा हूँ मगर पता नही के जिंदा हूँ भी या नही
मुस्कुरा रहा हूँ लेकिन पता नही खुश हूँ भी या नही
ऐसे कई सवाल है जिनका शायद मेरे पास कोई जवाब नही
देखा था कभी ख्वाब वो अब हकीक़त होगा नही

यूँ आपसे नज़रे मिले है

2008-05-05T18:06:00.001-07:00

यूँ आपसे नज़रे मिले है
हमने अपनी सारी ख़ुशी उनमे पाया है
हमसे अब और इंतजार नहीं होगा
जताना है हमें तुमसे अपनी दिल की बात, जो आपकी मर्ज़ी होगी वो हमें मंजूर होगा!

ಪುಟಗಳ ನಂತರ ಪುಟಗಳ ತಿರುಗಿಸಿದೆ

2008-05-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

ಪುಟಗಳ ನಂತರ ಪುಟಗಳ ತಿರುಗಿಸಿದೆ
ಪ್ರತಿ ಪುಟದಲಿ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಿಂಬ ಕಂಡೆ
ಮರೆಯಾಗಿ ಹೋದೆ ಇಂದು ನಿ, ಮೋಡಗಳ ಹಿಂದೆ ಮರೆಯಾದ ಚಂದಿರನಂತೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ನೆನಪೊಂದುಂಟು ಕಣ್ಣ ನೀರನು ಕರಗಿಸಲೆಂದು

ಮಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಮಣ್ಣಾದೆ, ಧೂಳಾದರು ನಿನ್ನ ಘನತೆಗೆ ತಟ್ಟದಂತೆ ನಿಂತೆ

2008-05-04T19:49:00.001-07:00

ಮಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಮಣ್ಣಾದೆ, ಧೂಳಾದರು ನಿನ್ನ ಘನತೆಗೆ ತಟ್ಟದಂತೆ ನಿಂತೆ
ನಿ ಬಯಸುವ ಪ್ರತಿ ಬಯಕೆ ಇಡೇರಲೆಂದು ಆಶಿಸಿದೆ
ನಿನ್ನಿಂದ ಅಗಲಿ ಬಾಳಲಾರನೆಂದು ಗೊತ್ತಿದ್ದೂ ನಿನ್ನ ದಾರಿಯಿಂದ ನಾ ದೂರ ಸರಿದೆ
ಈ ವ್ಯಥೆ ಬರಿ ನನ್ನದಾಗಿರಲಿ, ನಿನ್ನ ಜೀವನ ಸಂತಸದಿಂದಾ ತುಂಬಿರಲಿ.

आँखोमे तुम्हारी जहाँ कि खुशी है

2008-04-30T18:19:00.000-07:00

आँखोमे तुम्हारी जहाँ कि खुशी है, कातिलाना वो हँसी भी तुम्हारे पास है
तुम्हे देखके लगता है आसमान से जैसे एक परी ज़मीन पर उतर आयी है
अब खुदा बचाए मेरे जैसे शायारोंको, जिनके पास तुम्हे बयां करने के लिए कोई अल्फाज़ नही है

दीवार जैसे डग मागा रहे है

2008-04-30T18:12:00.000-07:00

दीवार जैसे डग मगा रहे है
साँसे जैसे कॉप रहे है
फिरसे तुम्हारा दीदार हुवा है,
दर्द का एक तूफान अभी अभी दिल से गुज़ारा है

जिंदगी के किताब को आज खोलके देखा तो कुछ पन्नोंको खाली पाया

2008-04-29T18:12:00.002-07:00

जिंदगी के किताब को आज खोलके देखा तो कुछ पन्नोंको खाली पाया
हाँ ये सोचके खाली रखा था के कोई इसपे महोब्बत का दास्तान लिखेगा
खाली था बस खाली ही रह गया!

सपने आँखोमे ही टूट गए

2008-04-29T18:12:00.001-07:00

सपने आँखोमे ही टूट गए
टूटे हुए सपनों के शीशे अब इन आँखोमे चुबने लगे
महोब्बत की शायद यही सिला थी
दुनिया भर की नफ़रत वें अब हम से करने लग

ಜೀವನದ ಹಾದಿಯಲಿ ನಿ ಬಂದೆ

2008-04-28T18:58:00.001-07:00

ಜೀವನದ ಹಾದಿಯಲಿ ನಿ ಬಂದೆ
ಬರಿದಾದ ನನ್ನ ಕಂಗಳಲಿ ಕನಸುಗಳ ತಂದೆ
ನಸು ನಗೆಯಿಂದ ಹೃದಯದ ನಾಡಿಗಳ ಮಿಡಿತವ ಹೆಚ್ಚಿಸಿದೆ
ಮನ ಸೋತಿಹೇನು, ಕೈ ಹಿಡಿದು ಈ ಬಾಳ ಬೆಳಗಿಸು ನೀನು

एक नज़र में इस दिल को गायल कर गया कोई

2008-04-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

एक नज़र में इस दिल को गायल कर गया कोई
इस जिंदगी को नए सपने दे गया कोई
मुलाकात तो अब होती नहीं कोई
बस जाके उन्हें मेरे दिल के हालातोंको समजादे कोई

जिंदगी के सफर में कोई उम्मीद न बनाना

2008-04-26T18:58:00.000-07:00

जिंदगी के सफर में कोई उम्मीद न बनाना
ये हमेशा टूटते टूटते रुला जाते है
जो मिला वोह अपना जो नहीं वोह न था कभी अपना
बस जिंदगी के सफर में कोई उम्मीद न बनाना

कमी

2008-03-17T05:38:00.000-07:00

रास्ते है मगर मंजिल नहीं
नींद है मगर सपने नहीं
कितना सूना है ये जिंदगी जैसे यहाँ हर चीज़ की कमी है

टूट रहा हूँ

2008-03-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

टूट रहा हूँ मगर बिखरने का गम नहीं
दिल लगाया है तुमसे तनहा होने का गम नहीं
करता हूँ इंतज़ार आज भी तुम्हारा, तुम्हारे न आने का कोई गम नहीं

तुम्हारे निगाहें कुछ कहते है

2008-02-04T04:42:00.001-08:00

तुम्हारे निगाहें कुछ कहते है
और तुम करती कुछ और हो
जानता हूँ तुम्हारे दिल में मेरे लिए चाहत है
मगर नजाने किस बात से इतना डरती हो !

महोब्बत

2008-02-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

बता देते हम हमारे दिल जो है,
अगर आप हमें जताने का मौका देते
नज़रोंसे मिलते ही जुक जाते है नज़रे आपके
फिर बला हम कैसे आपसे अपनी महोब्बत जताये

2008-01-03T04:24:00.001-08:00

महोब्बत के बदले में महोब्बत नहीं मिला
वफ़ा का सिला बस बेवफाई मिला
मैं भी जीत जाता महोब्बत में,
अगर पत्थारोंसे भी कभी फूल खिला करते!!

2008-01-02T04:16:00.000-08:00

जानता था की इस महोब्बत में मुझे कुछ हासिल नहीं होगा,
इस तनहा दिल को कोई सहारा नहीं मिलेगा
रोक लेता अपने कदमोंको अगर मैं उन्हें रोक पाता
तुम्हारी दीवानगी थी सरपे बस इस दिल को समझा ना सका

याद

2008-01-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

कोई हमें याद ना करे तो कोई गम नहीं
मगर याद दिलाने पर भी हम याद ना आये तो हम गिला किससे करे

farak

2007-03-09T02:42:00.000-08:00

teri ek tasveer ko dekhakar main jeeta raha
najane kya kya sapne main sajata raha
haqiqat ko janakar dil toota
jinhe dekhakar main jee raha tha woh sapna kisi aur ka haqiqat tha

~MAY FLOWER

Tanaha

2007-03-09T02:40:00.000-08:00

jindagi ke raaho me dost bahot mile
kuch jaane kuch anjane mile
kaise kahe ke sab bichhadne ke liye mile
aaj dekho jindagi ke raahompe hum phirse tanaha khade hai

~MAY FLOWER

phool to aksar murja jate hai

2007-01-21T01:18:00.000-08:00

phool to aksar murja jate hai
kantonse hamne jeena seekha hai
hamare liye koi na sahi
kisi ke liye hum jiya karte hai

"MAY FLOWER"

yaad

2006-12-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

pivo to sharab itna ke kisi ke yaade bhi na nazadeek aaye
mar gaye agar peete peete to koi gum nahi
ab muskqil hogaya hai jeena tumhe yaad karte karte!

~May Flower

Atheist

2006-11-30T02:23:00.000-08:00

ab na koi fariyad karenge
na khuda tere mehafil me hum kadam rakhenge
bahot roliya tanahayee me
ab ye khuda kisise hum dil bhi nahi lagayenge

~May Flower

sapna

2006-11-22T04:20:00.000-08:00

ab na alfaz judate hai, na koi nazm banati hai
aankhome itne aansu hai, na koi sapna ab inme sajata hai

~MAY FLOWER

Ghav

2006-11-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

Talwar ke ghav mit sakte hai, mahobbat ke nahi
bhulaya ja sakta hai sab kuch, magar pehali mahobbat ko nahi

~MAY FLOWER

Mayee ke phool

2006-11-08T04:04:00.000-08:00

chehare par udassi hai
aankhome aansu hai
kahne ke liye to sab kuch hai mere paas
najane kis baat ki kami hai mere iss jindagi me

wein aayenge laut ke yahi sochake hamne tanaha saal guzardi
jan gaya ke unhone aaj raah badal liya, ab wein nahi aayenge
yahi sochakar ab ye jindagi guzardenge

kis baat kami thi mere iss jindagi me
jisse mitane main tujhse dil laga bytha
jindagi me aansu aur bahani thi mujhe
shayad isiliye bepanah mahobbat tujhse kar bytha

"MAY FLOWER"

socha na tha ki aisa bhi koi din aayega

2006-10-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

socha na tha ki aisa bhi koi din aayega
tanahayee main tumhe yaad karke in palkonko bhigona padega
har ek lamha ek sadi jaise lag raha hai
duniya me har taraf gum hi gum nazar aa raha hai
mausam ki har mehak dil ko beemar bana rahi hai
uthathe hai dard ke tufan iss dil me jabbi behati hai thandi hawa
mit gaya har woh naks jo dilo dimag pe chhaya tha
na mit sake to kal ke wein yaade jaha tumhe dekhake humne pal guzara tha
ab gumone dosti sharab se kar li
jaamone hamare hisse ki dard ko bant li
hum kya the aur kya hogaye
gum itne hogaye ke sharabi mehafil ke hisse hogaye
kal tak to hum intezar karte rahe tumhara tanaha jeeke
kya khabar thi hume ki woh ummeed bhi kabar ban jayegi iss dil me
na kisi manzil ki hume talash hai na ab kuch pane ki chahat hum rakhate hai
jo nahi maanga tha woh sab kuch mila hume na kabool huwa to tere saath jeene ki ek hi duwa
socha na tha ki aisa bhi koi din aayega
tanahayee main tumhe yaad karke in palkonko bhigona padega

"MAY FLOWER"

Again after long time...

2006-10-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

jindagi bheet gayee ek sapna dekhate dekhate
aankhonse aansu baha gaye kisiki intezar karte karte
kisko khabar thi ki jindagi youn mit jayegi
kinare pahunchate pahunchate apni kashti doob jayegi

yuhi koi cheeragonse ghar nahi jalata
yuhi koi aankhonse ashq nahi bahata
janate the pyar me hume kuch hasil nahi hoga
kisise ye pyar agar janake hota to jamane me koi tanaha na hota

pyar koi khel nahi jo koi jeet gaya to koi aur haar gaya
jindagi lut jati hai yaha pe
pyar karke dekho husn kitna magaroor hota hai

poochhe hum apne aap se ya pooche hum apni tanahayee se
kaise jane hum ki humse kya khata hogayee
kabhi hote the tumse baate aaj kyon tum aise khamosh hogayee

aur kismat ko aajamane ki chahat na rahi
aur kisi cheez ko pane ki ummeed na rahi
woh sab kuch khoya hai maine jindagi me
ab koi sapna in aankhome sajane ki himmat na rahi

najane tumhare hassi me kya hai
jo mujhe apni duniya bhulata hai
mana ke mera dil tumhise toota hai
kaise bhulavu tumhe ke ye jeene ki wajah bhi tumhise pata hai

waqt ke saath jindagi ek ulzan si banati gayee
aur hum uss ulzan me ulazte gaye
pane ki to chahat humame bhi thi
har chahi huyee cheez bas khoti rahi

na tumse mahobbat hota
na main tumhara aise intezar karta
sochata houn kabhi kabhi ke agar main iss jindagi me hi nahi aata
mera pyar tumhare aankhome aansu to nahi lata

jitane ki ummeed rakho to haar javoge
harne ki ummeed rakho to jeet javoge
ye mahobbat ki bhi ajeeb dastan hai
jinhe chaho jindagi se jyada, ghum-e-duniya unhi se milti hai

"MAY FLOWER"

Shayaris again...

2006-09-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

koi ilzam pe ilzam de gaya
mahobbat ke naam pe in aankhonko aansu degaya
ab gila kare bhi to kisase kare
jab katl karne ke liye talvar kisi apne ne uthaya

jinki aawaz hum sunana chahate the har pal
wein hi aaj khamosh hogaye
hum jatate bhi to kaise apne pyar ko
ke wein sunane se pehale hi apna mu fer liye

kehate bhi kya unse hum
jo hamse kuch kahane sunane ki chahat nahi rakhate
hum unpe dil haare hai to kya huwa
hazaro hai dil hamare jaise unke kadamo ke neeche

guzarate the hum un raahonse ye sochake
kahi na kahi to unse mulakat hogi
dhadhakata rahata dil ye sochake
kahi na kahi to unki hassi ka deedar hogi
aaj guzare wein samne se aise
hamse kabhi mile hi nahi ho jaise

dekhe the humne bhi khwab kisi ka
aaj woh haqiqat kisi aur ka hai
hasna to har koi chahata hai
agar hassi kisiki aansu laye in aankhome shikayat karna bhi kya apni kismat se

najane kyon humne ye soch liya ke wein hume chahate hai
wein to hame hasta huwa dekhna bhi nahi chahte hai
socha tha unhe door se dekhale to bahot hai
haqiqat to ye hai ki wein hume apni soorat bhi na dikhana chahate hai

"MAY FLOWER"

Aazad

2006-08-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

"May Flower"

Jalaanewali aag wahi hai

2006-08-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

dil todnewale se hum kaise kahe
ke kitna rulaya hai unke baatone
phirse muskarake guzar gaye wein samne se
kaise kahe ke wahi hassi hai jo hume tanaha hone ka ehasas dilata hai

janate nahi hai hum ke ab kabhi mulakaat hogi ya bhi nahi
ummeed to rakhate nahi hai ke aap hume pehachanenge bhi
hamara har ek sans aapke dhadakanonko mehasoos karta hai
ab raho kareeb ya phir door yaade hai hamare pass, kaafi hai jeene ke liye

aaj bhi behate hai aansu hamare in aankhonse
aaj bhi karte hai hum yaad unhe
sach hai ki wein kabhi aayenge nahi hamare jindagi me
aur ye aansu unki kami poori kar rahe hai

peena hai sharab ke hume aansu phir bahana hai
mite hai tere chahat me jana chahate hein yaha se tere chahat me
ab tumhe dubara shiyakat ka mauka nahi denge
hum apni janaze ko bhi ab tere aangan se guzarne nahi denge

jindagi kaha se shuru huyee
aaj kaha aake thum gayee
kal saans lene ki koshish karta tha main
aaj kyon ye bhi begane se lagte hai mujhe

sach hai ki tumhe dekhakar koi bhi dil haar sakta hai
maine tumhe sirf dekha hi nahi tumhe mehasoos kiya hai
ab reth ki tarah bikhar gaya houn
lehar jo aayee thi woh ab laut chuki hai kahi

ab ye dil kabhi dhadakega nahi
kisike liye iss dil me chahat hoga nahi
tujhe yaad karke kitne aansu bahaye hai yaad nahi
sach hai ki tumhare bina ab hum jee sakte nahi

"MAY FLOWER"

Once again...

2006-07-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

tehalne gaye the hum mahobbat ki bazar me
bas nilam hogaye sykado me
ek husn thi boli lagane
hogayee thi hame ulfat jinse

nikal raha hai dum mera ek hi ghum me
do aankhe hai jo tumhe dekhne ke liye taras gaye hai
kal jab tum bina baat kiye chale gaye, laga sab kuch kho gaya
aaj jab tum mujhse hamesha ke liye door ja rahi ho
soch raha houn nayee subah main dekhunga bhi ya nahi

jana tha kahi, aaj thum jane ko dil karta hai
seh chuke dard bahot ab in sanso ko rok dene ko jee karta hai
dil tukdo me bikhar chuka hai jodna nahi chahata houn
mujhe dhilasa math do mere yaaro, janata houn unse achha koi hame milega nahi

jise chaha usne kabhi samajha nahi
mahobbat me mile jakhm kisiko dikha na sake
gum-e-judayee kisase jataye hum
door door tak na koi apna hai na koi paraya yaha

kiski kasam khake tumse kahu
ke kitna chahata houn mein tumhe
kis khudako lake tumhare samne khada karu
ye batane kitni wafaye ki hai maine tumse
tumne kaha ke taqleef de raha houn mein tumhe chahake
tumhare khushi ke liye main tumse bhi door ja raha houn abi

kisi aur ke haath ko tham kar chalne ka irada na hota tumhara
to mere aashiyane me bhi khushiya hote
chaha tha iss tarah pehali baar kisiko
shayad unhe pana mere kismat me nahi tha

yaad rakhna tumhe khushi chunana hai, ghum nahi
rehane do saare gumonko mere aanchal me
meri khushiya bhi le javo
tumhare bina ab mujhe in khushiyonki bhi jaroorat nahi

palak jhapakte hi tera saath chhut gaya
kuch hi lamhome najane ghumonka kaisa sailab aa gaya
lut gaya mera sab kuch, na raha kuch bhi
shayad ek hi sailab kafi tha mere aashiyane ko dubane ke liye

"MAY FLOWER"

Shayaries..

2006-07-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

kisiko paneka tha maksad mere jindagi me
aaj woh maksad kisi aur ki amanat hai
chahane se koi apna nahi hota
aur chahat hi hai woh apne chahanewaleko kabhi samajhata nahi
na koi sawal hai tumse
na koi jawab chahata houn main tumse
mitane ja raha houn iss jindagi ko
ab kisi se bhi koi shikayat nahi
likhu to bhi kya likhu
siway tere bewafayee ke
ab to ye aadat si hogayee hai tumhe yaad karke rona
likhna to shauk tha mera bas shayee me thode aansu mil gaye

ujale bhare raste the
magar humne andero bhari raah chun liya
bas hume apni aansu chhupani thi duniya se
shikayat na thi kisise hamare inn halatonse

kalam rok du to sanse ruk jayenge
tumhe na yaad karu to ye subah aur sham thum jayenge
ab tanaha rehana hai naseeb me mera
rona to na chaha kabhi, dard ko bhoolane ke liye aansu bahana pada

janata nahi houn ke mera kya hoga
tum chhodake ja rahi ho in saanso ka kya hoga
sajake rakhe the har yaad ko hamne is dil me un yaadonka kya hoga
waqt chahe kitni bhi badal jaye
jab tak houn jinda na mitne doonga ek bhi ghav iss dil ke

tumhare naseeb me sitare hai
hum diya jalaye bythe hai
andera to hai dono taraf
magar bhujhti nahi sitaroki roshni tufanome

har alfaz ka matlab nikalo
meri jindagi samajh me aayegi
bahe jo aansu in aankhonse un aansuwonki boondonko gin lo
meri mahobbat samajh me aayegi
agar itna kafi nahi hai mujhe janane ke liye
to bejijak aajavo mere ghum ko dekhne mykhane me

"MAY FLOWER"

Kitna tha mazboor koi

2006-06-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

ye math kahana ke tum mazaboor thi
ye hum bhi janate hai ki tum kitni mazboor thi!
jab log duniyadari seekh jate hai
yuhi mazabooriyonki duhayee diya karte hai

"MAY FLOWER"

Truth of love!

2006-06-14T22:39:00.000-07:00

Dil tha magar daulat ki kami rah gayee
mahobbat tha magar labzonki kami rah gayee
lagta tha sab kuch hai mere pass
jab tum chhod gayee, tab in sab ki kami mehsoos hogayee

"MAY FLOWER"

Few more which I penned

2006-06-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

Likhe the kisi ke liye magar suna na sake
kahane ko to bahot kuch tha magar aamane saamne kabhi mil na sake
betabiya the bahot hamare iss dil me wein samajh na sake
aankhome hamari thi tasveer unki bas wein hamse nazare mila na sake

Ishq ke galiyome barish shuru hogayee
dil ke dharti pe ek nayee rang chhagayee
socha nahi tha hamne ke aisa bhi hoga
hamare dil ko bhi aaj bhane laga hai koi

aap hi ke baatonko dourata houn
aap hi ke khayalo me khoya rahata houn
maloom nahi ke mere iss dil ko aapki aadat hogayee
ya phir mujhe aapse ulfat hogayee

aankhoki juba tumhe samajh me na aayee
likhata raha main shayari tumhe meri dil ki baat samajh me na aayee
karata raha main tumse mahobbat
najane kiska naam tum mujhse poochhati rahi

milna tha tumse ke hum saahil chhodake aagaye
baat karni thi tumse hum kismat ko thukarake aagaye
aaj agar tum na do saath hamara
chhod jayenge hum iss duniya ko bhi

"MAY FLOWER"

aansu chhalak jayenge to gajab ho jayega

2006-05-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

aansu chhalak jayenge to gajab ho jayega
jis shaks ka naam hum khudse bhi chhupate hai
sare duniya ko unka naam pata chal jayega
bhujado roshni ke ab andere me hi guzar karenge
kahani hai barbaadi ki iss chehare par
isse hum padanewalonse chhipayenge
jam pe jam peeye ja rahe hai hum
ab botale hatado in dekhanewalonke samane se
duniya ko hamari ghum ka pata na chale
dar iss baat ka nahi ke hum badnaam honge
hum to badnaam uss din se hai jis din unse ulfat huyee thi
magar unki badnami na wein sah sakenge
haqiqat kya thi aur aaj kya hai
chhodo tum sab kuch aaj, hamare iss wafa ke dastan ko dafnado
aankhome rahate hai dard inhe bahane se rokalo
aansu chhalak jayenge to gajab ho jayega
jis shaks ka naam hum khudse bhi chhupate hai
sare duniya ko unka naam pata chal jayega

"MAY FLOWER"

Two more for now

2006-05-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

kajal lagake tumne teer iss dil pe chalaye
hum bhi tumhare mahobbat ka shikar huye
uthaye aaj jo talwar tum hum apna gardan juka denge
aaj bhi teri waar hum khali jane na denge

itna aasan hota kisise dil ko lagana
to iss dil ko pyar ka nasha phirse chadata
agar hota itna aasan har kisi ko bhoolana
to tumhe aise pal pal yaad kiya na hota

"MAY FLOWER"

door javunga main........

2006-05-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
teri raahonse agar guzaru duwa dunga tujhe main
khush raho khush raho bhale meri yaad na karo
tujhe yaad karunga main
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
dekhe the maine khwab bas tumhare
tumise se the jindagi ke ummeede mere
milta nahi hai iss jindagi me jiski hoti hai chahat
duniya wahi rehati hai badal jate hai log
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
tujhse tha na main kabhi alag
tumhare aansuwome roya houn main
tumhare hassi me hassa houn main
jindagi ki har sapna dekha tha maine saath tumhare
tumhe ab koi takleef na hogi
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
mere sapanome rahogi tum
mere har saans me jivoge tum
mere takdeer mere jindagi ka hissa ho tum
tum bhool javo magar tumhe na bhool pavunga
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
na mili tum mujhe to kya huwa
tujhe khushiyome chhod ke ja raha houn main
takdeer phir milaye na milaye
tum apna khayal rakhana
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main
pyar kiya hai tumse maine
meri har jasbaat hai bas tumse
tumhe na bewafa bhi bula sakunga main
tere har jeet pe khushi manavunga main
main haara houn aaj tujhe kabhi harne na doonga main
door javunga main, tumhe kabhi na yaad avunga main

"MAY FLOWER"

Few more from thursday night

2006-05-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

nikal raha hai dum mera ek hi ghum me
do aankhe hai jo tumhe dekhne ke liye taras gaye hai
kal jab tum bina baat kiye chale gaye, laga sab kuch kho gaya
aaj jab tum mujhse hamesha ke liye door ja rahi ho
soch raha houn nayee subah main dekhunga bhi ya nahi

jana tha kahi, aaj thum jane ko dil karta hai
seh chuke dard bahot ab in sanso ko rok dene ko jee karta hai
dil tukdo me bikhar chuka hai jodna nahi chahata houn
mujhe dhilasa math do mere yaaro, janata houn unse achha koi hame milega nahi

jise chaha usne kabhi samajha nahi
mahobbat me mile jakhm kisiko dikha na sake
gum-e-judayee kisase jataye hum
door door tak na koi apna hai na koi paraya yaha

kiski kasam khake tumse kahu
ke kitna chahata houn mein tumhe
kis khudako lake tumhare samne khada karu
ye batane kitni wafaye ki hai maine tumse
tumne kaha ke taqleef de raha houn mein tumhe chahake
tumhare khushi ke liye main tumse bhi door ja raha houn abi

kisi aur ke haath ko tham kar chalne ka irada na hota tumhara
to mere aashiyane me bhi khushiya hote
chaha tha iss tarah pehali baar kisiko
shayad unhe pana mere kismat me nahi tha

yaad rakhna tumhe khushi chunana hai, ghum nahi
rehane do saare gumonko mere aanchal me
meri khushiya bhi le javo
tumhare bina ab mujhe in khushiyonki bhi jaroorat nahi

palak jhapakte hi tera saath chhut gaya
kuch hi lamhome najane ghumonka kaisa sailab aa gaya
lut gaya mera sab kuch, na raha kuch bhi
shayad ek hi sailab kafi tha mere aashiyane ko dubane ke liye

"MAY FLOWER"

Thursday night shayaries

2006-05-10T23:44:00.000-07:00

kisiko paneka tha maksad mere jindagi me
aaj woh maksad kisi aur ki amanat hai
chahane se koi apna nahi hota
aur chahat hi hai woh apne chahanewaleko kabhi samajhata nahi

na koi sawal hai tumse
na koi jawab chahata houn main tumse
mitane ja raha houn iss jindagi ko
ab kisi se bhi koi shikayat nahi

likhu to bhi kya likhu
siway tere bewafayee ke
ab to ye aadat si hogayee hai tumhe yaad karke rona
likhna to shauk tha mera bas shayee me thode aansu mil gaye

ujale bhare raste the
magar humne andero bhari raah chun liya
bas hume apni aansu chhupani thi duniya se
shikayat na thi kisise hamare inn halatonse

kalam rok du to sanse ruk jayenge
tumhe na yaad karu to ye subah aur sham thum jayenge
ab tanaha rehana hai naseeb me mera
rona to na chaha kabhi, dard ko bhoolane ke liye aansu bahana pada

janata nahi houn ke mera kya hoga
tum chhodake ja rahi ho in saanso ka kya hoga
sajake rakhe the har yaad ko hamne is dil me un yaadonka kya hoga
waqt chahe kitni bhi badal jaye
jab tak houn jinda na mitne doonga ek bhi ghav iss dil ke

tumhare naseeb me sitare hai
hum diya jalaye bythe hai
andera to hai dono taraf
magar bhujhti nahi sitaroki roshni tufanome

har alfaz ka matlab nikalo
meri jindagi samajh me aayegi
bahe jo aansu in aankhonse un aansuwonki boondonko gin lo
meri mahobbat samajh me aayegi
agar itna kafi nahi hai mujhe janane ke liye
to bejijak aajavo mere ghum ko dekhne mykhane me

tehalne gaye the hum mahobbat ki bazar me
bas nilam hogaye sykado me
ek husn thi boli lagane
hogayee thi hame ulfat jinse

"MAY FLOWER"

Shayaries again

2006-05-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

kabhi khushi rooth gayee mujhse
to kabhi ghum meharban rahi
baharone loot li meri aashiyane ko
warna main bhi hasta hota apni mahobbat ke bahome

e tufano dhak do mujhe iss reth ke neeche
apni koi wajood na rahi
main saans lu iss duniya me
aisi ab koi maksad na rahi

ghum me piya
khushi me piya
magar woh nasha na aaya
tere mahobbat me do ghunt pyar ke kya pee liya
lagta hai jindagi bhar ka nasha chad gaya

manzil ko chahane se
koi manzil apna hota nahi
jindagi ke khel bhi anokhe hote hai
haar bhi wahi milti hai jahan jitne ki poori ummeed hoti hai

tere rahome phool khile
mujhe kyon na kafan odani pade
hamara saath to bas itni tak hi thi shayad
sitaroko main kabhi apna manzil na bana saka nahi

badalati rahi duniya, badalte rahe log
in aankhoke samne hi badle mahobbat ke bhi tevar
jeene ke liye kal tumhara sahara tha
aaj ye jam rah gaye hai
badalati rahi duniya, badalte rahe log

ye sham aur subaho thahar javo
tumhare chalne ki koi jaroorat na rahi
jalado meri duniya ko ye duniya walo
unki kami ab hamesha ke liye rah gayee

ladne do tere do nigahonko mere in nigahonse
karne do do dilonko yuhi baate
mahobbat ki yahi to shuruwat hai
kal jo ban jayega koi afsana
likh dete hai uspe naam aaj hamara

jindagi ke panno ko palta ke dekha
phirse aankhose aansu chhalaka
tumhare yaade saalo baad bhi itne taaze rahe
har saans pe wein phirse hare hote rahe

tumhe chahakar kisine apni jindagi ko thokar lagaya hai
agar tum ye baat yaad rakh sako to bahot hai
mil jate hai khushiya jindagi ke har mod pe
tumse mile ghumonko kisine dil me sajhakar rakha hai
agar tum ye jaan sako to bahot hai

sharab pee peekar rota raha
nashe me raha lekin tumhare yaadonko na bhula saka
ab iss dil ke dard ko dawa kaha se lavu
juda hokar tumse jeena mumkin nahi
rishte hai itne yaha ke marna aasaan nahi

"MAY FLOWER"

Today's shayaris

2006-04-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

phool khilte hai hazaro
har kisi me kante nahi hote
ye mahobbat bhi ajeeb cheez hai
jaha kante hote hai usi phool se dil ko ulajha deta hai

mausam me na koi shor hai
hamare hont bhi aaj khamosh hai
lagta hai tumko bhi humse pyar hogaya hai
sunate the tumhari aawaz kabhi
aaj tum bhi khamosh si hogayi ho

mila nahi sakate nazare tumse
hume hi nahi pata kab tumse pyar kar bythe
darte hai tumse ye jatane se
kahi ye junoon hamari jaan na le

chhalake aansu un sabhi ke aankho se
jo bhi suna gazhal hamara
bas ek tum pathhar dil ban ke rah gayee
aur hume likhne ke liye bas aansu rah gaye

"May Flower"

Shayaries

2006-04-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

mausam ke saath log badal gaye
waqt ke saath rishte badal gaye
hum ne dil lagaya tha kisise
aaj wein bhi paraye ban gaye

aaj jana jisko maine khuda samajhkar pooja tha
woh bas ek pathhar ka tukada tha
duwa karne se hota nahi kuch haasil yaha
pathhar banake jivo to hi manzil hasil hoga

kanto ki duniya se nikal aaya houn main
tookado ko jodkar ab iss dil ko paya houn main
janata houn itna mazboot nahi hai ye dil ab
phirbhi ab kabhi na tootegi itni to housila hai isme

iss dil ko hum itna na tadpaye hote to hi achha tha
apne pyar me kisiko itna na sataye hote to hi achha tha
kabhi sochate hai tanahayee me bythake
hum iss jindagi me na aaye hote to hi achha tha

do pal ka hai ye saath iss baat ko agar samajh pata ye dil
to shayad aisi ulfat na hoti tumse
agar mazaboor itni bhi na hote
to iss dil ke halatonko kisi apne se jataye bhi hote

har subah mujhpe hasta huwa uss suraj ko dekhata houn
khudko haara aur toota huwa paata houn
har saanj me uss doobate huye sooraj ko dekhata houn
main khud apni hasti uss saanj ke saath mitata huwa pata houn

"May Flower"

my recent writings

2006-04-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

hazaro hai sitare aasaman me
magar har koi chahata hai chand ko
hum rah gaye hazaro me
na ban sake chand kisike

chand pe hasa tha kabhi maine ye kahakar
ki mere paas hai koi jo hai tujhase bhi sunder
aaj chand hasa mujhpe ye kah kar
mujhme to bas ek daag thi magar tumhari mehbooba to bewafa nikli

nahi aayenge hum kabhi lautake yaha
nahi hai koi apna yaha jo laut ke aane pe mazaboor kare hume
thokar to laga chuke way hume
ab jane kab ye jindagi bhi hume thokar laga de

nahi likhte hum aansuwonse bhare ye ghazal to hum jeete kaise
nahi jatate haalat apne dil ke iss kagaz par to phir kaise khamosh rah sakte
tofa hai hume hamari pehali mahobbat ka
ab jindagi me kabhi kisiko hum chah sakenge nahi

"May Flower"

Shay-Way

2006-03-28T01:11:00.000-08:00

Saath salo ki mahobbat ko
Kisi aur ke saath, saath fero me nibhane chali
Apne khushi ke liye woh bewafa
Mere jindagi ko jalaye chali
Mit to javunga main
Magar duwa karta houn meri bewafa ka ghar khilta rahe hamesha

Jindagi me woh bahar ab na rahi
khilte the mayee ke phool hamare aangan me
woh angan ab hamari na rahi

mana ke shayari gum ke liye nahi hoti
magar char panktinyonme hota hai jo dard
hazar panktiya bhi bayan nahi kar sakte

tab kinara koi aur tha, aaj kinara koi aur hai
kal sochate the tumhe apni dil ki baat kabhi kah sakenge ya phir nahi
aaj sochate hai thokare tumse khaye hai ab iss jaha ko chhodake kaha jaye
tab kinara koi aur tha, aaj kinara koi aur hai

" May Flower "

Kannada Poem-IV

2006-03-21T22:53:00.000-08:00

Kannada Poem-III

2006-03-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

Kannada Poem-II

2006-03-14T05:31:00.000-08:00

Kannada poem -1

2006-03-10T00:52:00.000-08:00

Shayaris after a long time....

2006-03-02T01:28:00.000-08:00

chhut gaya saath tumhara
humne hasna chhod diya
ye nazm yaad dilate hai tumhari
ke aaj humne likhna chhod diya
woh pal bhi door nahi
jab hum sanse lena chhod denge

agar hasna aasan hota khokar tumhe
to shayad jamane ke saath hum bhi haste
agar jeena mumkin hota tumhe kisi aur ka hote huye dekhake
to shayad hum bhi aaj jee lete

jindagi ke daud me thak ke ruk gaya
hazaro me maine bas tumhe doonda
yaha to har koi mujhe jalane aaye hai
hamesha ke liye sogaya houn main magar tumhari aane ki intezar ab bhi hai

agar mere maut ke baad duniya tujhpar ungli na uthata
to shayad main tere pyar me khudko mita hi deta
jee raha houn mazaboori tere laaz ki
warna koi shikayat nahi uss khudase bhi

pyar ke raho me kante hote hai
magar hume kanto ke saath jeena achha laga
jindagi me khushi shayad kahi aur bhi milti
magar hume tere intezar me marna achha laga
aise hi na bane koi shayar
aise hi na bane koi devdas
iss husn ki zulm itni bhi na hoti
to hamari raah koi aur hoti

yuhi koi sharab ka gulam nahi hota
har kisi ko aap jaisa bewafa nahi milta
kyon kosate ho uss sharab ko ye dil
jisne tumhe bhoolake jeena sikaya hai

pivo to sharab itna
ke kisi ke yaade bhi nazadeek na aaye
mar gaye peete peete to koi ghum nahi
ab muskil hogaya hai jeena tumhe yaad karte karte

dil ke dard ko bhoolne ki koshish hai
tumhe bhoolkar jeene ki koshish hai
aaj mein pee raha houn
maut ke kareeb jane ki kashish hai

ye sawal na hi karo to achha hai
ke mein kyon pee raha houn
har koi door gaya hai mujhse
koshish hai maut ko to kareeb le aaye

mere jasbaat, mere dil ke armaan
ba ek hi hassi mein tum uda gaye
ab ye jism kis kaam ka
jo aaj sirf maut ke intezar me hai

tadap tumne diya iss dil ko
jeene ki tamannawonko maut de diya
ab kya shikayat iss duniya se tum karoge
jis duniya ko chhodake hum hi chal diye

"MAY FLOWER"

Ye kya hone laga hai hume

2005-12-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai
mili jo nazare tumse hamari
dil kyon aise machal ne laga hai
khone lage hai hum kabu dil pe
tumne aise muskura jo di hai
dhandkanonki raftar kyon bad gayee hai
behosh se hum kyon hone lage hai
ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai
hamare nazaronki pehali mulakat ye hai
tumhare nigahe ab kyon sharmake juk gaye hai
dil me ab ek hi to baat hai hamare
hume tumse mahobbat jo hogayee hai
ye junoon hai ab hamare sar pe
tere saath jeena marna hume hai
ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai

Mujhe aaj peena hai

2005-12-19T23:46:00.000-08:00

iss khali pyamane ko to bardo
mujhe aaj peena hai
sahara jinko mana tha woh sahara chut gaya
jasbaat kagaz ki kashti ki tarah doob gaye
ab dil me sulagate hai shole
mehafil mein ab pivunga
iss khali pyamane ko to bardo
mujhe aaj peena hai
duniya, daulat ka shauk chhod chuka houn
unke chahat me apna sab kuch kho chuka houn
wafa ka sila mila mujhe
duniya ke mile thokare mujhe
iss khali pyamane ko to bardo
mujhe aaj peena hai
saje the mere bhi khwab unke chahat me
main bhi khil utha tha unke kadmoke aahat sunke
sandil banake rah gaye wein
mere dil pe angare baras gaye wein
iss khali pyamane ko to bardo
mujhe ye aag bhujani hai
mujhe aaj peena hai

"MAY FLOWER"

Ek ladki hai bholi soorat ki

2005-12-15T02:20:00.000-08:00

ek ladki hai bholi soorat ki
najane mujhme kya paati hai
jo hamesha mujhe dekhti rahati hai
najare to churake bhagta houn me usase
phirbhi kyon hamesha uski najar mujhpe pata houn
aankhe to kahate hai kuch kahani
nazare mila to nahi sakte
phir kahani pade bhi to kaise
kuch to hai jo woh mujhe dekhti hai
aisi katil nazar uski kyon hai
sochata houn me tanahayee me
phirbhi jawaab nahi pata houn me
poochoo usase bhi kaise
ke kabhi koi baat na ho payee hai
phirbhi kabhi kabhi lagta hai
mujhe usase baat karni hai
magar kaise kare baat.
ke koi wajah nahi milti hai
usase jaake milne ke liye
likh diya kaagaz par ye labz
kya kare us tak pahuncha na saka kabhi !

~MAY FLOWER

ye kya hone laga hai hume

2005-12-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai
mili jo nazare tumse hamare
dil kyon aise machal raha hai
khone lage hai hum kabu dil pe
tumne aise muskura jo di hai
dhandkanonki raftar kyon bad gayee hai
behosh se hum kyon hone lage hai
ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai
hamare nazaronki pehali mulakat hai
tumhare nigahe ab kyon sharmake juke hai
dil me ab ek hi to baat hai
hume tumse ulfat jo hogayee hai
ye junoon hai ab hamare sar pe
tere saath jeena marna hai
ye kya hone laga hai hume
jaise dil asaman me udane laga hai

Udas nahi houn mai unse

2005-12-07T03:28:00.000-08:00

udas nahi houn mai unse

pareshan houn mai khudse

najane kya mai sochata raha

iss soch me hi kitne saal guzaara

udas nahi houn mai unse

kya aisi hi thi meri jindagi

unke aane se pehale

ya phir mai khud badal gaya unke liye

kya aise hi log mujhe janate the

kya aise hi log mujhapar haste the

udas nahi houn mai unse

kya aise hi khamosh rahata tha peharo

ya phir mere labz gayab ho gaye

khudki maine kya halat bana li

jamana darne laga mujhse

kya aise hi thi meri muskan

soch soch ke pareshaan houn

udas nahi houn mai unse

Some lines in Kannada

2005-12-05T05:15:00.000-08:00

Little but everything

2005-11-28T05:13:00.000-08:00

Little memories, nothing else I've today
nothing to show, nothing to hide
just left with a wounded heart
no tears to cry, no words to speak
no lessons to learn, no song to sing
Yes, I don't have anything
other than this broken heart
started from a place of unknown things
lived with only those things
now went again into a world of unknown things
but somewhere I had a good time
nice dreams, day full of joy & happiness
but nothing I received today as return to my wishes
I've to move, I've to travel
till the end of time
let anything to happen at the end
It will be the end of everything
Everything which I dreamed, everything which I lost

Tum door hogayee bas yaade rah gaye

2005-11-27T05:06:00.000-08:00

Tum door hogayee bas yaade rah gaye
ghav bhar gaye, nishan rah gaye
aawaz sunata houn mai tumhara in hawawome
khwab dekhata houn anderi rato me
jinda jal raha houn mai, tere mahobbat me
Tum door hogayee bas yaade rah gaye....

dil me hota tha hulchal, jab tum muskurati thi
mai kho jata tha bas tumhari aawaz sunakar
haan mai bas tumhe chahata tha aur chahata houn
batana to chaha kayee saal pehale
bas bata na paya
Tum door hogayee bas yaade rah gaye...

baharo me bhi sookh raha houn
chandani me bhi jal raha houn
woh pal aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai
woh chehara aaj bhi iss dil muskurata hai
bas kisise kah nahi pata houn
Tum door hogayee bas yaade rah gaye...

It's shayari time

2005-11-24T12:05:00.000-08:00

Banate hai taqdir kitne
Bigadte hai taqdir kitne
Bachke rahna ye pyar ka mehfil hai,
Tute huye shishe par bhi pathhar marta hai koi

Agar meri khamoshi tujhe khushi deti hai
To khamosh jindagi hi sahi
Agar mere aansu tere angan me phool khilate hai
To aansuwonka bahar hi sahi
Agar meri maut tere jindagi me chandani fylati hai
To aisi hazar maut sahi
Teri ek muskaan pe mere jindagi ke har ek pal kurban sahi !!

Agar mai margaya tere chahat me
To mujhe apne badnami ka dosh mat dena
Gunegaar to tum bhi rahogi mere maut ki
Khafa aaj mere in baatonse mat hona

Sapne shishe ke hi the
Aaj tut gaye hai dekho kaise
Inpe patthar maarnewale ye duniyawale na the mere yaro
Isme jo dekhakar jo saja karte the unhine thokar lagaya hai

Ab na nazar milte hai unse
Na hoti hai koi mulakat
Phir kyon ye paagal dil aaj bhi usse yaad karta hai
Jo kabhi meri haqiqat ban hi nahi sakti
Uska kyon aise intezar karta hai dil

Hazar sandese bheje
Sochke ek ka to jawab aayega
Hum intezaar me rahe
Aur humne suna kisise ke unhone kahdiya
Na likhna hai unhe koi khat naam humare

Aaj bhi yaad karte hai hum wein chhote chhote mulakat unse
Yaad karte hai unse hui har ek baat
Shayad inhi ko wein chhod gaye saath humare
Warna iss jindagi jeene ke liye wajah hi nahi tha humare liye

Dil humara shishe ka hi tha
Patharo se jaake hum khud takaraye
Dosh us patthar ko kaise de
Jab galati hamari apni thi

Hum nahi hote
Na hote ye gile shikwe
Na hote aap naaraz
Kash hum nahi hote

That is why I was happy to be a Tester!!

2005-11-23T05:08:00.000-08:00

Bugs are there everywhere. I found a bug in this blogger!!

Scenario: Goto post a image file. When you click on "Add image" new window will pop up. Give the image path and click upload. As soon as you see "done" button click it.
What happened now? Picture is not loaded.. thats weird.. you have to redo the things :-)

Neither programmer nor tester life will work on luck !!

MIG-Still with GOLD medals

2005-11-22T23:07:00.000-08:00

8 teams in the battle field..
4 teams in the semis...
1 winner

Red shirts won the IBM ISL football championship trophy.

Shayaris I penned

2005-11-20T23:38:00.000-08:00

leharo me bhi bechaini chhagayee
tumne jo kinare pe kadam rakhi
hamare dil ki haalatonko bhi samajha karo
jinhe tumne apni masoomiyat se chhuwa hai

dostone saath dena chhod diya
apnone yaad karna chhod diya
pyar ki ek chahat thi
ek aandhi aayee, usse bhi bhujake chali gayee

soch raha houn tujhe kya naam du
bhuj gaya tha jo pyar ka diya
uss jyot ko tumne phirse jalaya hai
kya mai tujhe Jyothi naam du?

dil me the jo khayal kal kaagaz par utar aaye the
aaj jab maine tujhe dekha
kyon aise lag raha hai wein haqiqat ban gaye?

aise hazaro se milte hai nazare
har nazar me woh kashish to nahi hoti
dekha to tujhe ek hi baar tha
kyon lagta hai tere uss chehare se pehachan hai hame

tum dekhati ho mujhe chhupke
main bhi dekhata houn tumhe chhupke
ye kaisi dillagi hai
dekhana to chahate hai hum dono
magar nazane kis baat se aise darte hai

khuda ne hume milaya hai
to usne kuch to socha hoga
youn tumne nazre milaya hai humse
tumhare dil ne kuch to socha hoga
mit gaye to hum, koi baat nahi
ek baar phirse in nazaronko tumhari nigahonki sair to kara do

nazane kya hai tumhare un nigahome
ki hum har bar tumse nigahe milana chahate hai
nazane kya hai tumhare us hassi me
ki hum har baar palatake dekhana chahate hai
doori hai humnare darmiya aur aisi haalat hamari hai
kareebi bad jaye hum kahi behosh na hojaye tumhare ulfat me

halchal hai iss dil me
jabse humne tumhe dekha hai
shor hai iss dil me
jabse tumse baate karne ki koshish ki hai
ab iss dil ke haalatonko tumse kaise baya kare
ke dil behaal hai jabse tumhe hasta huwa dekha hai

samunder ki geharayee hai tumhare un nigahome
jannat ki khushi hai tumhare uss hassi me
ab hum kaise likhe tumhare baare me
ke alfaz nahi hai tumhare khoobsoorati ko bayan karne ke liye

dekhata houn main jabbi tumhe
kyon lagta hai dekhata rahu tumhe
mitke bhi na mit saki aisi dastan kyon hai
tujhme ye kaisi kashish hai
sote huye bhi sirf tujhe hi dekhata houn mai

koshish ki tujhpe kuch likhane ki
ab ye kalam hai ki rukati nahi
tujhme ye kitni batein hai
har andaz pe ek naya nagama sajata hai

aise to ho nahi sakta
ke main tujhe dekhu aur kuch bhi na likh saku
shayari ki woh chirag ho tum
jo mere dil ke har kone ko ujala kar deti ho

shayar bhi na dekhi hogi woh sapnonki pari ho tum
kavi bhi na socha hoga woh chand ho tum
humne bhi na kabhi sochi thi, ke aisa bhi koi hoga
jise khuda ne bahot fursat se banaya hoga

jab aasaman me chand nahi dikha to tera chehara yaad aaya
aaj sitare bhi gayab hai,
shayad wein bhi samagaye tere aanchal me

Football championship @ IBM

2005-11-20T04:49:00.000-08:00

IBM conducted annual sports event St. John's grounds on 20th November'05 . After walking out in quater finals in the last year, once again we nominated for football championship this year. Pre-semi final wasn't so tough to win. But our backing was weak, thanks to our golie who saved 2 great goals.We won the first game by 2-1 to enter semi final.Semi final wans't so easy to clear. We had to strive hard to get a goal. In first half neither team scored any goal, frustration level started building high. SUKHOI team made all tries to get a goal. Our strong backing never allowed SUKHOI to get the ball to our goal post. Finally our forward players charged up themselves to put two goals one after the other in the second half. We won Semi final by 2-0 and we made into gold league. By this time we knew that silver is sure, but why not gold! Final league was at around 4PM on the same day. We all took enough rest, but still legs were not moving to hit the ball. As game started both team came up with their strong points, strong backing didn't allow both teams to get a goal in the first half!! Two of our members got hurt badly.We had to play to win the match. In second half of the game MIG-1 forwards came into action, we scored our first goal. Entire team took a deep breath. All that we needed at this moment was keep our backing to the extreme and attack. We played as 5-2-3. We made it when we heard umpire whistle, which declared end of second half.Red shirts made it all over. We MIG-1 won IBM ISL triumph'05 football champions trophy defeating CANBERRA by 1-0.

My new poem

2005-11-18T02:32:00.000-08:00

Time took it’s own way
Days when we were together went into past
I sit on a bench all alone
And I close my eyes, I see your smiling face
Years passed since we met each other,
Years passed since we talked to each other,
But somewhere in my heart you're still there
And all that I am alone, I have you inside me
When the cold breeze touches my ears
I hear melody of your voice
I feel,
Your smile is the breath of my life
And for the future,
Why not I live my life all alone
I will not fear, I will not cry,
Till I see your smile!

My first poem

2005-09-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

YOUR SMILE

Whenever I turned towards You,
I have seen a beautiful smile on your face.
You smile like a glowing Moon,
Which spreads affection in my Heart
No one I have seen, who smiles like You
Because, the smile you have no one can have!!
Your innocent smile keeps me in Thinking,
Why you smile so differently?
All that I know,
Smile has its own Beauty,
But as I have seen You have your own Beauty and Smile
You are the real imagination of the Heart
You are the one, who is the best creation of God,
& He gave you that Smile.

What really happened at Lalbagh on 15th Aug evening

2005-09-16T00:56:00.000-07:00

Independence Day that was
1 lakh people at Lalbagh, the first time in 30 years!
By Smitha Rao/TNN

Bangalore: The Garden City’s floral quotient is on an all time high. The crowd for the flower show at Lalbagh on Monday touched a behemoth one lakh, apparently the first time in 30 years! Thanks to the luxury of a long week-end, Bangaloreans landed at the annual flower show of Lalbagh by the droves (read thousands), despite an inclement weather, taking authorities by surprise. On Sunday, collection at all the entry gates amounted to Rs 5.2 lakh, at the rate of Rs 15 a head, this number doubled on Monday with collection touching Rs 10 lakh. Similarly, people power on both the days stood at 50,000 and then a lakh respectively. Visitors also came from farflung places. Traffic screeched to a stand-still at the Siddapura circle and surprisingly people did not grumble as the cause was not a VVIP cavalcade or any political rally. Explains Dr Maheshwar, joint director, horticulture department: “Some people complained that we were allowing traffic inside the gardens. The vehicles were parked just on green patches, not maintained lawns. We did anticipate huge crowds but this was something else. We then identified parts of the garden that could be used as parking lots.’’ In fact, the queue was so long that finally people were allowed inside without tickets. It was also a flower show of other firsts — all nine fountains were working in full steam, many trees and plants were subjected to tree surgery for the first time, all pots were arraigned in kerb stones. The place’s main attraction, the 200 acres of botanical gardens had 1,800 varieties of roses in the rose garden, 14 acres of the lake had fountain jets attached. Says veteran Lalbagh walker Vishwanthan Raman, “I have attended about eight flower shows, I must admit it was a treat for the eye. At the same time, because of thousands thronging the place, plastics were littered. I hope they are cleared up.’’ The horticulture portfolio included other well-attended nooks like the cacti house, bonzai park, canopies, nurseries and duck ponds.

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This is what you will get it from Times of India news paper.

That evening was so horrible!!!

We were four. Early in the morning we started our outing "Bannerghatta National Park".. It was cheerful morning. We enjoyed lot. Took nearly 200 snaps.. It was real fun..
Afternoon we landed at Jayanagar 4th block. Finished lunch..

My friend said there is big flower show at Lalbagh, all decided to visit there..
Around 3 PM we were in queue at Lalbagh to get tickets.. 4 lane Queue was nearly half a KM long.. entire traffic was blocked.. Again tickets in black were available 15 ka 20. Somehow we managed to get inside the garden, we didnt go for black tickets ;) . As its said in news paper crowd was nearly 1 Lakh.. I guess more than that..

We took nearly 150 snaps inside the Garden.. Crowd was so big.. We didnt dare to get inside glass house.. We stayed out..

Suddenly everything turned black.. Weather turned cloudy.. I was smelling disaster.. I said lets move out of garden.. But it was late.. Rain has already started its way down.. We took shelter under a tree.. Life of ladies became miserable.. Everyone started running.. pushing everyone.. many fell down.. there was no place for 1 lakh people to take shelter.. All gates of Glass house got opened.. We heard a big sound coming from glass house.. I was scared.. it was as if Glass house will burst out!!!!! Thank God we were under tree at that time.. all our clothes, wallet, cam got wet. we were completely drained. We switched off our mobile.. Rain didnt stop.. it turned heavy..

After nearly one and half hour rain drops stopped.. But still weather was like it will rain once again.. Everyone started running.. 1 of my friend got lost.. in that crowd.. and worst part was that he is new to Bangalore.. He was not able to reach us.. Finally after 20 mins of walk 3 of us reached Main gate.. But how to go out of garden.. All cars were blocked at the gate.. So the crowd.. everyone was trying to push there vehicles out.. Disaster.. We thought tomorrow news paper will have headlines " LALBAGH STUMPEDE ". A small gate and lakhs of people to go out..

Thank God.. After struggling lot in crowd for half an hour we came out of gate..Reached Bus stop.. Switched on my mobile and immediately called my friend who was inside and guided him to get out from there..

Finally we reached home.. tired and exhausted.

Truth is bitter, but Bangalore can't sustain this kind of growth in Population.

Horribles:

1) Indiranagar- Koramangala flyover construction still under construction phase. (Cause for major and famous traffic block on Airport Road)

2) Bannerghatta Road.. Itself is a disaster.. Flyover construction still going on

3) Dairy circle - another hell in Bangalore city- Flyover is over but traffic block started at both ends of flyover. Weird traffic signals.. No one to police the traffic.

4) Drainage system in entire city is WORST. If it rains water with all dirt will flow on roads..

5) If its comes to traffic signals, all two wheeler will run on FOOTPATH, making life of Pedestrians miserable. This is major on Airport road.

6) This is not enough Government has decided to make life more miserable, one more Flyover construction project at Anand Rao circle.

7) Rajajinagar underway construction still going on.

8) And now Goverment is waiting to launch Metro Train Project.

9) Most funny thing is after construction of two way lane of flyover Government is making those flyovers as one wayers..

10) Bus ticket cost is going high 1:1.
I mean if fuel rate increases by 2 rupee is equal to 2 rupee increase in per ticket cost.. Making everyone to go for there own vehicles.. inviting traffic disasters in the city. What a hell life of a common person living in the city and travelling from one end of the city to the other to earn for his everyday food.

I am not a prominent person to discuss all these. but still somewhere in my heart I do feel.. this is not the life I ordered!!

Live a life of a common man and feel the pain.

Regards,
Sushant Naik

Composed by me

2005-08-28T04:56:00.000-07:00

Mujhe rulakar mere ankho me kya dekhana chahate ho tum
Meri taraf youn na dekho ke mujhe aansu bhi chuppana pade
Haan tut gaya houn tere bina
Aur kya janana chahate ho tum!!

taqleef to aaj bhi hoti hai tere un batonko yaad karke
dil to aaj bhi rota hai tujhe yaad karke
kitna chahata tha mai tujhe
aur kitna chahata houn mai tumhe aaj bhi
ye juba hai ki kuch kahana nahi chahata
aur kuch afsane hai jo tere chahat me barbaad huye hai

janta houn tujhe paa nahi sakunga
janta ye bhi houn ki mere pyar ko tumhe kabhi samjha bhi nahi sakunga
meri shayad kismat hi itni kamjhor thi
shayad mai kisika ban hi nahi sakta houn..

Aaj kuch to ho raha hai tere dil me
ke tumne humse baate karna chhod diya hai
Such to ye hai ki tumhe bhi humse pyar hogaya hai
kahi tut na javo mere bahome aakar, humare paas aana tumne chhod diya hai
karo inkaar hazar baar, magar ek baar to tere dil ne kaha hai tumse
haan mujhe bhi pyaar hogaya hai

hum aaye iss mehfil me kisika dil rakhane ke liye
anjane me tumhara dil toot gaya
maafi chahata houn tumse kasoorwaar hai ye nigahe,
to tujhpe phirse aake runk gaye
aur sajha nahi de sakta in nihahonko
jo pehali galati ki sajha hi aaj tak in aansuwonme chuka rahe hai

jindagi ke raaho pe akele chalata raha najane kabse
tujhe raah me dekha to tujhe saathi banana maine chaha
magar tum nikle raahi kisi aur manzil ke
jo mujhe phirse gumnaam raho ke hawale kar gaye

Ajeeb hai ye dil ke rishte
do pal me lagta hai sab kuch mil gaya
doosre hi pal lagta hai
sapna tha koi toot gaya
tera saath bhi to ek sapna hi lagta hai
jannat hai samane magar jahnnum pyara lagta hai

ek tum ho jise hum dekhna chahate hai
magar tum ho ke samne aati nahi kabhi
ek maut hai jise paana chahate hai
magar kambaqt usne bhi satana sikh liya hai
mannat karne par bhi aati nahi hai maut hume

woh mehal bhi kya jaha pyar ka diya jala hi nahi
woh jindagi bhi kya jahan insaan pyar ke liye roya hi nahi
tumhare samne to kayee dil roye hai
naaz apne khoobsoorati par hoga bahot tumhe
yaad rakhna woh bhi hai chand palo ke liye

With warm regards,
Sushant

My article on IBM Developer Works

2005-08-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

Here is the link :

http://www-128.ibm.com/developerworks/wireless/library/wi-gui/index.html

Regards,
Sushant Naik

It's me

2005-08-24T02:10:00.000-07:00